The Cynic Says……

ugh… quick vent before I go drink the night away at Joes… what concern is it of ANYONE’S who I fuck, do, screw, or what have you? I’ve gotten 2 IM’s today asking if I did this one girl, and yes I did… big fucking deal, what concern is it of yours? The fucked up thing is that it’s not even all about sex with this girl… I actually have to admit I kinda like her. I’m not saying that I’m in love with her or anything, but I definitely enjoy being around her and just hanging out together. She’s actually a really great person and we get along great. I guess I get tired of girls that I have sex with but have nothing else beyond that. I can’t engage in any kind of great conversation or anything with them and it sucks. This girl is different somehow… she actually pays attention to me… and she’s one of the first girls that actually bothers to touch me without me having to touch her first… she does all those little things that I guess a girl is supposed to do, but none have ever really done for me. Anyway, as corny as that sounds, if nothing else, I don’t regret doing anything with her. Hopefully I’ll get to see her sometime this week, as it’s one of the few times in a given week that I can absolutely guarantee I won’t be bored and will actually be in a good mood. Ugh… anyway, I’m going out now to drink and have fun and forget about all the fucking people who just love to have shit to gossip about. Enjoy your gossip-fodder, fuckers.