The Cynic Says……

wow… fucking 6:15 am and I’m still not tired… wtf? I have to work at 1pm today, which means I’m gonna get JACK for sleep. Not that I really care… My job doesn’t exactly require me to be completely coherent for very long. I dunno if I even want to go to bed… I’m surprisingly not tired… and even though there’s nothing to do, sleep doesn’t sound appealing at all right now. I have nothing really all that interesting to post here at the moment. One of my friends that came over tonight is moving back to NY in about 3 months… lucky bitch. I’d LOVE to be able to get the hell outta this damn state, but as of right now, I’m not really in a position to do so. I don’t think I’ll be getting outta here anytime soon unfortunately, so I guess my only option is to make the best of what I have here. Normally at this hour, when I’m awake this late, it’s because I’ve got something on my mind, but oddly enough, this time, it’s not the case. I think I’ve just fucked up my sleep habits with my weird days off. I’ll get back on track at some point this week, I hope. I kinda hope I don’t have to work both Sat & Sun… It’d suck to have to work all 3 weekend days this week. I already have to work 1-10 on Fri, 11-8 on Sat… Sunday night is my drinking night! Oh, well… I’m sure there will be more to come later… I’m out for now.