The Cynic Says……

Hmm… I haven’t blogged in weeks and I don’t even know why. I haven’t really had anything worthwhile to post, I suppose… I mean, I guess I have, to be perfectly honest… but I just haven’t had the desire to post them. For a very short period of time, I had this girl at work passing me notes and shit like it was fucking 5th grade again… I think she liked me until I made her feel like a fucking idiot… we hung out like once and I called her stupid a few times (I can’t help that she’s a fucking moron). She came over one time after that and we were gonna drink together… turns out she showed up already fucked up on something like 5 Klonopin and some everclear. She could barely hold her eyes open and actually ended up passing out for a little while on her cousin Misty’s shoulder. Yeah, that’s really attractive. So let’s see, not only do we have the fact that she’s a fucking moron working against her… she also manages to hit a few of my major pet peeves.. piss-poor grammar, she acts like a 13 year old, uses drugs & alcohol way too often and has no clue how much of either she can take without passing out. All I want is a girl who won’t stay fucked up on drugs and alcohol 5 days a week, who has a brain and can carry on a decent conversation, and who won’t crawl up my ass and die. Is that too much to ask? Seems to me that it is since the girl always seems to be missing one of those 3 major things. Admittedly, I have to be at least somewhat physically attracted to a girl to get really into her, but I’m a lot less picky about that than most guys are. Oh, well… I’m not really gonna worry about it much. I’ve never been one to lose sleep over a girl and frankly, I’ve more or less stopped looking. I don’t go into it expecting anything long-term or anything… but hey, if something were to come up, then all the better. I don’t really get attatched easily (if at all) and I’m by no means a jealous guy… I think some girls may take that as me not caring at all, but that’s not really the case. I don’t really feel like explaining the whole deal right now, though… I’m off this weekend and will most likely go to Joes on Sunday as usual… However, I doubt I will be drinking like I did last week. Last Sunday night, I had 6 mixed drinks (with about 2 shots of liquor each) along with 7 shots from the shooter girls and 2 shots of Jager before I left. Wayyyyy too much! I got home and puked not even 15 minutes after sitting down… not to mention I don’t remember much from about the time I left Joes til the time I woke up the next morning.. I remember a few things here and there from Joes, but for a change nothing MAJOR stood out. My redneck friend Shaun and I ended up hanging out most of the night… he was actually drunker (is that a word?) than I was, which made things lots of fun… his friend T-bone was with us and he was pretty ripped too. All in all, I had a great time minus the puking part. Hopefully this weekend won’t be a repeat performance..