The Cynic Says……

Ya know… I really don’t like when people don’t hold up their end of a deal… or don’t do what they say. I’m sure this person in particular got tied up doing whatever with whomever, but it’s now 1am and she said she’d be home and would talk to me shortly after I got home from work, which would have been between 10-11pm. No big deal, but it’s just kinda annoying when you wait around online for someone and they never bother to sign on. I could be playing Call of Duty or Wolfenstein, but instead I’m sitting here talking to a few other people thinking maybe this person will sign on… and now one of my female friends has decided to use me as her shoulder to cry on because yet another idiot guy she was dating fucked her over…. I don’t mind this one bit, but I do hate seeing a perfectly beautiful girl get kicked in the teeth and shit on because some dumbshit guy doesn’t know how to appreciate her. I’m not exactly Mr Wonderful, but at least I know how to appreciate something good when I see it. Oh well… guys are fucking stupid, what can I say… God gave us 2 heads and only enough blood to run one at a time, and the laws of gravity unfortunately dictate (no pun intended) which of the two gets the most blood. Valentine’s Day is coming up and I could really care less… I can’t say I’ve ever had anyone, much less anyone on Valentine’s Day. I can’t say I’m worried about it, though… doesn’t seem like I’m missing out on too much. Someone is going to come along and just blow me the fuck away, but until that point I’m going to stay single and enjoy myself. Oddly enough, I’ve met a couple here and there that have definite potential (one in particular, actually) but there seems to be a major roadblock in each case. As such, I’m not getting my hopes up in any case and I’m not even trying to rush anything at all… I’ll just take it as it comes. Anyway, sorry for the lame post… just random shit I’ve been thinking about…