I just fucking woke up… I don’t wanna go to work, but it’s not like I have a choice in the matter… We’ve been ridiculously busy this week, which has sucked. Oh, well… I’m going to Nashville this weekend for a LAN party with my friend Sam, which should kick ass. We got a room at an Amerisuites for like $75 about 2 miles from the place. The only thing that’ll suck about the LAN party is that I can almost guarantee I’ll be able to count the number of girls on one hand with 3 of the fingers missing. Yeah, unfortunately, most chicks don’t dig games. Needless to say, we’ll still have fun. It’ll be nice to get the fuck outta Knoxville for a couple of days, for sure. Oh, and something rather amusing & fucked up happened pertaining to that chick Hope that I was going on and on about. Her best friend Charity was over at one of my female friends’ houses and just happened to be looking through my site and saw the blog post about Hope. Well, wouldn’t ya know that Hope CALLS Charity while she’s reading it, so Charity decides to tell Hope everything I said… Yeah, that’s just great. Now she’s gonna be like “wonderful, dorkboy has a crush”. According to my friend, Hope didn’t say anything bad, she just kinda giggled and thought it was cute, but still. I can’t say that I’m not gonna feel a bit awkward around her the next time I see her knowing that she knows how I went on and on about her being beautiful. Don’t get me wrong, she IS beautiful and has the absolute most amazing eyes, but it’s not like I’m gonna actually tell her that in person unless I’m wicked drunk. Amusingly enough, the first time I ever saw her, I was drunk and the first thing outta my mouth was “My god you have beautiful eyes”. I don’t honestly expect much of anything from her, but she’s still really cute and seems to have a good personality, so it can’t hurt anything to be nice to her. Hell, maybe she’s not like 99% of the other girls out there who are so hung up on looks that they miss everything else. I won’t hold my breath, though. Oh yeah… and just for the record, the girl in chainlink underwear I was going on about a week or so ago… Sam finally uploaded the pic… here it is. ![]()