The Cynic Says……

Tonight was so fucking weird… Aside from getting stupid drunk, tonight was odd, though nothing seemed to have much of a bearing on anything at all. Well, one exception. This girl that I always considered attractive and who had randomly just started being nice to me and talking to me again,… she barely acknowledged my existence tonight. She was with one of her 395073295873498573 guys she’s talking to or whatever. I saw her once at her friend’s house a week or so ago and she hasn’t talked to me since. I think the reaction afterwards would have been the same whether I was a good boy (I was) or whether I tried to get down her pants (even her “best friends” have told me she’s easy so yeah, probably woulda worked out). Honestly, I think I shoulda just fucked the shit out of her and forgotten she existed, but I figured I’d be nice and not try to get down her pants the first time I see her. Perhaps she expected it.. perhaps she’s a slut and her entire purpose was to invite me over so I’d go down on her. Who knows, and at this point I don’t really care. I ended up hanging out with one of my best female friends, and I actually enjoyed myself overall. Some other random weird stuff happened, but I don’t feel like posting it… Basically, another girl just proved how fucking shady she is…. and my female friend again proved that, well, she’s a great friend no matter what. So yeah… I’m going to bed. Thanks, Ariel… I always enjoy hanging out with you. (even though you won’t read this)